Kamis, 28 Januari 2010

Bad thing.

At the moment like this, I want someone accompany me. But, they are not understand at all with me. I got bad results in my try out examinations part 5. I don't know why, what because I'm ill or I'm stupid. I don't know if the questions of the final exam has the same model like try out exams, it's too hard... I'm crying when I knew, 'I GOT BAD RESULTS IN TRY OUT EXAMINATIONS PART 5'. That results will not make me graduate. I won't have 'negative think' that 'I am stupid', maybe because I'm sick and too dizzy to answer that all questions. My friends can keep laughing and joking, but I don't know why I can't. I've been maked disppoint all the people around me.

Allah, please help me to reach all things that I want. I know that I often forgot about You, but just You, my place for ask something, maybe anything... Forgive me whom not and never perfect for You. I'll accept all Your fate and destiny...

Come on, Julia! You can do it :))))

Thursday, 02.00 p.m

Kamis, 21 Januari 2010

Why? Why? Why?

What's wrong to me? I don't know. But, it's too hard to explain.

Time will be the best answer.

Minggu, 17 Januari 2010

Fool Love Story

I think it was the summertime. When I laid eyes on you. I didn't even know your name. Somehow we did ended up in the same room. It never crossed my mind. I never saw you like that. I should have listened to my best friend. He knew we did be a perfect match. It's a typical love story. We started out as friends. We met way back when. The boy you never wanted just steals your heart. I never saw it coming 'till I fell so hard. I always made up some excuse. Saying that you weren't my type. Didn't wanna face the truth. Didn't wanna cross that line. Till one day I saw you out the corner of my eye. And inside I thought I would die. Can't believe it's happening. When I least expected my prince under disguise. How you fooled me with those eyes. When I feel like I am blue. In your arms is where I knew, I am wrong. From the beginning we always belong.

Jumat, 15 Januari 2010

Thousands miles

Farewell my own true love. Farewell for a while. I'm going away. But I'll be back though I go 10.000 miles. 10.000 miles my own true love. 10.000 miles or more. The rocks may melt and the seas may burn. If I should not return. Don't you see that lonesome dove sitting on an ivy tree. She's weeping for her own true love. As I shall weep for mine.

Oh come back my own true love and stay a while with me.

If I had a friend all on this earth, you've been a friend to me.

Cry... Hopelessly..

You said goodbye, I fell apart. I fell from all we had. To I never knew, I needed you so bad. You need to let things go. I know, you told me so. I've been through hell, to break the spell. Why did I ever let you slip away? I can't stand another day without you. Without the feeling. I once knew.

I cry silently. I cry inside of me. I cry hopelessly. Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again.
I cry cause you're not here with me. Cause I'm lonely as can be. I cry hopelessly. Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again.

If you could see me now, you would know just how. How hard I try, not to wonder why? I wish I could believe in something new. PLEASE SOMEBODY, TELL ME IT'S NOT TRUE!!

I'll never be over you...

If I could have you back tomorrow. If I could lose the pain and sorrow. I would do just anything to make you see.
You still love me.

Right Here Waiting (just for you)

Oceans apart day after day, And I slowly go insane. I hear your voice on the line, but it doesn't stop the pain. If I see you next to never, how can we say forever.

Wherever you go, whatever you do. I will be right here waiting for you. Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks. I will be right here waiting for you.

I took for granted all the times. That I thought would last somehow. I hear the laughter, I taste the TEARS. But I can't get near you now. Can't you see it baby, you've got me going crazy.

I wonder how we can survive this romance. But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance...

Senin, 11 Januari 2010

2 days ago, my mom took my school report on 1st period. Not so bad. I got 8rd from 31 students in my class. But in same day, two my friends (Lauren Gober 12 social 4 and Imam Syahroni 12 social 5) were got accident. And... They were died. They were left us. They will never holding final exams. Oh my GOD. Too fast they left us. May ALLAH gave them the best place. Ameen...

Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010

To love Julia

I don't know what it is but she drives me crazy , i don't know what she does but she drives me wild , if only she could let me be the man i wanna be , well she can leave me helpless like a child . I don't what it is but she has the power , she can make laugh when i wanna cry . Will she love me tomorrow like she loves me today , she can keep my heart guessing , but she's mine if she stays , and that what it feels like , to love Julia . When i'm looking in her eyes i can see forever , i'm captured by the beauty of her soul . (note:-i'm Mohammed)